Hey, do you ever just wish you could be done failing, done going through tests, done learning? Do you ever wish you could just be done with this earth and be with the creator forever? I know I do... But I also know there are so many people I love and would trade my life for. That keeps me wanting to be alive, that keeps me wanting to love. I don't know I'm just tired of life right now... :(
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good point! i have those days quite often. Just knowing that it's not time yet gives me perseverance to press into him because i know that he has a plan. He is keeping me here for a reason...
luv you bro
He has a plan and purpose for all of us especially for you. You are a very unique young man with great promise. I love you man.
tired happens, it is true. Luckily so do those moments that make you so glad to be alive...dog kisses, ocean water in your toes, coconut ice cream, friends who make you laugh hard. Thanks for being real!
Love,
Dianna
Just remember Hunter when life is kicking your buttocks and your feeling like it all is pointless and you just really wish you could be with Him now. There is always
[>insert meaning of life here<]...
LoL
Life stinks like Chewbacca's butt sometimes but it doesn't mean it is Chew....bacca's .........butt...
I love you man. Venting on your blog is a good way to git it out of your system.
I think I was about your age when the whole desire to be with God face to face started depressing the heck out of me. I'm still waiting and still depressed. How does that help you? I don't know? Maybe it makes things worse. One thing I hope it does do though is let you know that it is common. I think it's just hard for zealous zeal crazed little Sons a guns like us cause He is all we really want when it all comes down to it.
So... being where you at myself.... over a decade later all I can say is I'm pretty sure He will honor our waiting and totally digs our desire for Him.
In the mean time Love the people He put in your life. Have fun. Play air soft, Xbox, checkers, and tic tac toe...
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